Normal
That will never happen. You just grew all
Funny. And the faint atmosphere, and the
Moods of nature, and the dropped moon
Spell dimension, purpose, all safely pronounced
By their proper names. As literal as we are,
These excursions on the frightened earth
Let us fall into our dreams again, and the
Polite shadows slide into our ancient thoughts
Like lullabies. The pots and pans, my eyes
Touched by my hair, what, you won’t “love
Me”? I move the sidewalks around. I take
The next exit to blank time. Now, sitting alone
For a moment, I catch a movement of this
Universe. It’s just some sunlight filtering in.
Mercury
Frailty, who could add anything?
The white-tailed hawk circles in the
Sky, the sky adds its heat to the difficult
Morning. Writing poetry is easier
Than living. We’ve all been added,
Double-stained, faded, and I’m here,
And I do not time what is mortal.
The heart hiding beneath a sleeve,
We are ruled by limit, but also beauty,
And the mercurial glass dreams of
Permanence. Come alive in these
Arms and lines, and the marvelous
Energy you can barely touch is not
Impossible. There is a new way of
Walking in this world, and the waves
And gestures prove continuous. Enlarge
Me, give me an assignment. When I
Look into my cup today, I see only ash.
Grandiosity
Rebirth dragging itself across a mind-space,
An ecstatic, gluttonous coming down. The
Sketches and photos fill up the floor, their
Seamless edges are not an extravaganza. And
If heaven petered out above us, if one bird
Sang, the soul-light peeking through the trees
Would not be abject. Seeing as to what is
Formless, tail lights beaming, this world will
Only belch us like the makers of Twinkies.
Kittens in the wilderness, what is honorable is
Only the translation of gone beyond. Redolence
Of an old aunt’s house teeming with mothballs,
We bid good riddance to the fugue, and smell
What flowers in the natural, the real, the really real.
Dependency
Our lady of dual consciousness, fumbling
Around for your ascension, what happened
To that swan in the little liquor store? That
Is far away. Nowadays, there are a lot of
Surveys, but I don’t answer. Like a frost
Through the winter winds, so much for the
Jobs, so much for everything. I light one
Match, and it goes out like always. See if
You can make that noise again with your
Mouth, said the homilist. This fog is
Concerning. Into the frills of the culture,
Into the lovers straddling pieces of ice
The streets provide, I go down these numbered
Avenues alone. Alone alone. And with relief.
Wrath
Those nightmare years hurt you into poetry,
But now look! The sun is coming out. And
The light pouring down is not like blood, and
Things shine beyond description. We forge
Our own iron, a whole vocabulary of iron,
And our riches, bowing to the grass, are not
A metaphor. You have nothing to be angry
About. The endless skin of Being, the rinse
Of Saturdays cobbled in the corners, the evidence
Suggests a firmament beaming with color. Long
Hair falling into the eyes, presumably, the heedless
Stars are not doomed to stasis. The blue blue
Essences, singular in their parallels, are only
Acres of the living, this very learning to be here.
biography
NOELLE KOCOT is the author of six collections of poetry, including Soul in Space (Wave Books, 2013), The Bigger World (Wave Books, 2011), and a book of translations of some of the poems of Tristan Corbière, Poet by Default (Wave Books, 2011). Her previous works include the discography Damon’s Room, (Wave Books Pamphlet Series, 2010), Sunny Wednesday (Wave Books, 2009) and Poem for the End of Time and Other Poems (Wave Books, 2006). She is also the author of 4 and The Raving Fortune (both from Four Way Books). Her poems have been anthologized in Best American Poetry in 2001, 2012, and 2013. She is the recipient of awards from the National Endowment for the Arts, the Academy of American Poets, The Fund for Poetry, the American Poetry Review, and a residency fellowship from the Lannan Foundation. She currently lives in New Jersey.