The Creek
Asa,
I need you
to be
less soothsayer,
more dead grandfather.
Got it.
This is what
the Creek requires.
You lie
just enough
to keep me interested.
Aim truer
old man,
we don’t have
that kind
of time anymore.
The Creek is
still changing,
reflecting murder.
I look for you,
Asa.
But that
ghost is gone.
The Creek
has folded.
There is no river.
See the sea,
now
wave goodbye.
The Creek
In the huge rotating world
I take comfort
knowing you are vapor,
non-existent nothing:
This is the Creek.
I reject the reality
that I am always
amongst friends,
always amongst
something all the time.
I move my mouth
like an adult
and I imagine
standing close
to someone,
pretending to kiss.
Our bodies will
never get used to this.
Close enough:
a light will come on.
A light will always come on.
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