Ceremonial Psalm
Blessed art the wild boys
who cross reveries, all sweet
milk, sweet tongues.
Leave them, small as pins,
under a sky that folds
like an eyelid.
A kiss quicks a valley
of thirst, and Lord, never
let them thirst.
Must I saint
myself at the altar
of your thighs, house
your sweat, cross
myself three times before
bells chime for more
salt. Wound me instead.
With no music left,
play metal and dust
along my false ribs.
Measure my years in plums
and water, stones
and fire. In grief.
River my grief.
Blessed art the drowned
boys, shot
boys, boys with shoulders
wide as wandering
albatross. In fable,
hours drear on
with no sound.
Wound me into a thousand
clouded rooms occupied
with boys I could love.
If not for restraint.
If not for whims.
Each boy creases
his room, mercies
a corner in waiting.
Each lover I name
Lord. Each Lord a new
ceremonial of wings.
Brute Litany
If gourded, if brooded,
my Brute, grant me
grace: Carousel
of knives. Gossamered
peach undressed
to pith. A glint
of skin: Velvet
your horns against
my thigh. An antlered
opus: Moon water
against reeds.
How blue. Caged
where lake frosts
the throat. Can’t you
hear the rigging,
my ichored o
my murmurous one?
Like animals, choked on fruit.
biography
CARLY JOY MILLER is the author of Ceremonial (Orison Books, 2018), selected by Carl Phillips as the winner of the 2017 Orison Poetry Prize, and the chapbook Like a Beast (Anhinga Press, 2017), winner of the 2016 Rick Campbell Chapbook Prize. Her work has appeared in The Adroit Journal, Blackbird, Boston Review, Gulf Coast, West Branch and elsewhere. She is a contributing editor for Poetry International and a founding editor of Locked Horn Press.