Swan Song for 2005
I was still growing. I loved a girl
and she told me maybe in college
but as soon as the words escaped
her lips, her stomach plumped
with two little girls. I never counted
the times her tongue touched mine,
but it was five-hundred and forty-six.
August was dry as dust, but her lips
were wet with cinnamon chapstick
and her smirk upturned on one side
like it had been caught with a fishhook.
We swam the river all summer.
Her bikini began to shrink, her eyes
like sun on the water—on the water
her reflection backstroked
and breaststroked, bootleg booze
smeared my vision between waves
and rays. I saw her face when bearded bodies
tried to flip my switch. I said her name
once, but it was too humid for him
to hear. I was still growing, the men
were still hammering nails into the old
town to keep it from breaking. College
brought a flood, but what washed
away? The thunder distracted me
from the lightning. I slept in a nest
of ashes with nothing else to burn
but her memory from my tongue:
it stung like ghost pepper, or simply
a ghost.
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