Spring Poem
It’s April again. Which
means I’ve lost interest
in months and days and
sons. Which isn’t fair. Sons
are born but they are made
men, made tangible
by their makers, by their
makings. It isn’t their faults.
What is it then that I’ve lost?
My interests, flitting from me
in the dark, obnoxious wisps.
Which isn’t fair. I’ve lost
interest in days and now the nights
are all flitting wisps, bright
as daylight and just as thin, my
interest in them waning like some
bored, listless moon. It’s April
again. I want to leave it all.
Which isn’t fair.
Neither am I. I abandon
my wisps. I leave them
to their mothers.
biography
COLLEEN O’CONNOR received her MFA in nonfiction from Columbia College Chicago. She is the author of the chapbooks The Pretty Thing to Do (Dancing Girl Press) and Conversations With Orson (Essay Press), and recent work has appeared in Glittermob, the Atticus Review, and Barrelhouse Magazine, where her essay “Cautionary” was a featured novella-length essay. She lives in Chicago where she is an editor for The Lettered Streets Press.